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UCC pastor: We chose adoption — AND the freedom to choose abortion

by Dwight Lee Wolter | published on May 10, 2022

As people in the United States process the news of a leaked Supreme Court opinion that, if finalized as written, would dismantle the constitutional rights of women protected by Roe v. Wade, a UCC pastor adds his voice to the debate.

The Rev. Dwight Lee Wolter shares his personal story about why the rights U.S. women have held for over 50 years should be protected, not rescinded. 

The first time either of us ever had sex she became pregnant. It was the late 1960’s and policy forbade a pregnant girl from attending high school. There was no such policy for the boy (me, in this instance) who made the girl pregnant.

The Rev. Dwight Lee Wolter and his daughter, Linda, in 1991. The photo was taken the day they met, when she was 21.

Her parents were devout Christians; mine were devout alcoholics. As teenagers, we had kept secrets from the world, each other, and even from ourselves; but a growing belly was one secret we could not keep. It felt like there was a bomb in my girlfriend’s belly that was about to explode. We were pregnant with fear, shame and regret. We decided to figure this out by ourselves, keeping all options open.

One option we quickly ruled out was marriage. We were high school students. We had no money or jobs; and no one would rent us an apartment. We called the county “welfare office” but couldn’t navigate the system or the shame.

We considered abortion. We lived in a Midwestern city with a large university during the “Sexual Revolution.” We walked around campus asking young women for information about abortion. We saw posters about ending “coat hanger abortions” but we found no one willing to talk to us two baby-faced teenagers. We ruled out abortion, admitting it was not our first choice, but we had agreed to consider all options — and we were deeply relieved that options existed.

The last option was to tell our parents. Her parents were sad and turned to prayer and scripture for guidance. My parents were angry and turned to liquor and lawyers to prepare for a likely paternity suit.  

We decided she would go to a “home for unwed mothers” and offer the child for adoption. Her mother and father were in the front seat, and we were in the back, as we drove to the home. I was alone in the back seat when we returned. My girlfriend’s mother had a seizure in the front passenger seat as her father drove. They never blamed me for the seizure. They didn’t have to. I blamed myself. We drove endlessly home in empty silence.

After giving birth, my girlfriend held our child once before the adoption. I was not allowed to be there. We were treated kindly all through the pregnancy, but another message was equally clear: abortion was illegal and sinful but offering our own child for adoption the right thing to do after doing the wrong thing. Everything was secretive, anonymous and transactional.

Wolter’s daughters, Linda and Celeste.
Celeste, referenced in this reflection, did not know about her sister at the time.

My girlfriend returned home with dripping breasts, a flabby tummy and no baby. There was nothing about what happened that I could understand. She knew what had happened to her body but was as stunned and empty as I was, and we had no idea how to process what had happened to us. We loved each other very much and tried to be a couple again but drifted apart, forever.  

Years later, both of us married and had more children. One night, while putting my daughter to bed, I said, “You’re my favorite little girl!” She said, “That’s because I’m your only little girl.” I said nothing. The secret remained sealed.

Twenty-one years to the day after our daughter’s birth, I located my long-lost girlfriend and got her permission for me to hire a search investigator. A couple of months later I learned from the investigator that my daughter’s name was Linda. I wrote a letter to Linda that began, “My name is Dwight Lee Wolter and I vow to never try to contact you again without your approval, but I believe I am your biological father.”

Our daughter wrote back immediately, saying she was living in San Diego. Coincidentally, I was to deliver a speech there on a book I had written about forgiveness. We met – and the next day she sat next to me at a banquet table. I was introduced and as I walked to the stage, a woman at the table said to my daughter, “You must be very proud of your father.” My daughter said, “I am.” The woman then asked, “Has your father been doing this for long?” My daughter answered, “I don’t know, I just met him.”

As I departed for home the next day, she hugged me and softly and tearfully said in my ear, “Thank you for not choosing an abortion.” She never knew, she told me, that I even knew I had a daughter. I could have been a rapist or a drunken sailor on a one-night stand. Her birth mother may have been desperate to get an abortion. She never knew. She also never knew I had carried her in my heart every day for twenty-one years.

We now know much about each other from the past couple of decades that have passed. Her adoptive mother is deceased. Her birth mother has also passed, but not before they were reunited. Her adoptive father was a guest in my home, along with our mutual daughter, Linda, and her husband and children. Her adoptive father, whom she adores, has also passed, but not before he and I – alone together – worked it out that he would call himself her dad and I would call myself her father. I thanked him and his wife for doing a wonderful job, raising Linda.

Linda and I have very different beliefs about abortion. The choice my girlfriend and I once made is obvious. But it was a choice. And like any choice ever made by anyone, it was made in part out of conviction and also of circumstance. It would have been disastrous, for many reasons, if we had chosen to try to raise Linda and we knew it. We did not grow horns on our heads for choosing abortion; but we did not receive haloes for choosing adoption either. Everybody was eager to tell my girlfriend what to do with her body and to tell us what to do with our lives.

Wolter and his three children in 2017 at the college graduation of his son, Casey. From left, the Rev. Dwight Wolter, Casey, Celeste and Linda.

Shame, stigma, pain and regret resulted for having “given her away” just as it would if we had chosen abortion. But we did not give her away. We released her from deep inadequacy into loving arms better able to do, we hoped and prayed, what we knew we could not.

I am now an ordained pastor in the United Church of Christ, and leader of an historic church on Long Island. I have an opinion about virtually everything. And yet, I remain deeply convinced that it is not my right to violate the sanctity of a woman’s body, and to force her to carry her pregnancy to birth or to force her to abort, for that matter. I may have an opinion as a citizen and a father, and I hope to have an opportunity to express it. But a woman’s choice concerning her own body and pregnancy is not my choice to make.

The Rev. Dwight Lee Wolter is pastor of the Congregational Church of Patchogue, N.Y.

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